(These are all narratives from parents whose children died from
vaccination. These children would not have qualified for an
exemption by CDC standards. Compiled by Ron Kennedy, M.D.)

From: Karen Kain
Dear Dr. Kennedy,
My name is Karen Kain, I am a parent of a child who was vaccine injured.
In 1994, my daughter Lorrin received her DPT vaccine. She was 6 weeks
old. She had a 5-minute seizure 2 hours after the vaccine, and another one
– two hours after that. Lorrin had what is referred to as a “Hot” lot. There
were 30 children who had seizures reported to VAERS, or worse and 10
surrounding deaths reported. The CDC, states that only 1% of injuries are
actually reported.
Lorrin had severe brain damage from the vaccine. She never walked or
talked. She communicated by blinking. She was cortically blind 
breathed out of a hole in her neck and was fed by a feeding tube.
The National Vaccine Compensation Program never argued the cause
of her injury. In 1998, Lorrin was awarded money to pay for her care
for her lifetime.
Lorrin took as many as 6 anti-seizure medications every day, still having
uncontrolled seizures. She required 24-hour care and was dependent on
others for her every need. We lived in the hospital from the age of 3 to 5.
She died in my arms on December 22, 2009, at the age of 15.
Vaccine injury is real and destroys lives, breaks down the family unit, and
creates a huge financial burden for our schools and community.
My immediate family is raising children in California. With SB276, their
health is in serious jeopardy. My voice has always been the same, “Where
there is a risk, there must be a choice.”
Karen Kain
Parent, Advocate
ACCV Member

From: Catie Clobes
Hello Dr. Kennedy,
I received your information from Larry Cook. My daughter Evee Clobes,
died on March 1st, 2019, 36 hours after receiving 6 vaccines at her 6
month check-up. I have since shared her story on social media and it has
spread around the world. I’ve received thousands of messages from
mothers thanking me for numerous reasons. I’ve been to the Capitol once
and spoken with legislators. I currently have a lawyer and am in the middle
of working with a neuropathologist, Dr. Douglas Miller, who has so far
found a cellular infiltration in the meninges in her temporal cortex that we’re
having an immunostain CD68 done on to confirm what he believes are
histiocytes, and I also finally got the medulla to him. Then we will be
attempting the infamous vaccine court or going for a medical malpractice
suit. Also, soon, Evee will have a billboard up here in Minnesota due to a
great community of people I have met and who have supported me.
I’m very open, passionate, and raw about my story, mainly because I’m
grieving really hard and it’s my way of venting I suppose.
I think I could be of great help to you to defeat this bill. I might cry a lot but I
could help.
I’m www.facebook.com/catie.clobes.1 on FB.
Here is Eevee’s original story that went a bit viral –
My phone number is 612-383-5432
I’m on Central time but contact me, if you’d like, at your earliest
Thanks in advance for your time,
Catie Clobes
Please read Catie’s Facebook story.

Followup note to Dr. Kennedy (I received this email soon after the
Catie Clobes
10:32 AM (1 hour ago)
to Ron
I held my beautiful Evee Gayle, who passed away unexpectedly in her
sleep Friday morning, in my arms for the last time today. She was in a
gorgeous homemade “angel gown” donated by two amazing volunteers
who made it overnight just for her. She wore a bonnet with her darling tuft
of hair sticking out. Ã Wrapped up in a soft pink blanket.
This feeling of pain is indescribable. The unanswered questions of how or
why make it worse. I can’t comprehend any of it. I can’t stop replaying that
morning in my head. None of this feels real. Definitely not fair. She was the
perfect child and I’m so thankful we never left each other’s side for the
short six and a half months I was blessed with her. She was my best
friend. My body just aches for my baby.
Thanks to my sister, parents, brother and sister-in-law and the rest of my
family for taking care of everything and all the support, I am surviving. I
appreciate all of the prayers and kind words I’ve received from everyone,
thank you.
Listen to that laugh. ∆ I will never forget it.
*** Evee had her 6-month checkup and scheduled immunizations a day
and a half before she passed and was found to be in perfect health, as she
was her whole life. She was giggling, shaking her head no, red in the face,
and in a deep sleep with shallow breathing (all on picture and video), signs
that weren’t significant to me at the time but I found out was. Other than
that, “seemed” fine. Preliminary autopsy results were inconclusive,
showing no abnormalities, toxicology has come back negative, and the official
autopsy report lists the cause of death as “undetermined. I am not happy with
the Anoka County Medical Examiner’s office, I was told all tests were going
to be run to determine the cause of death, including vaccination-related
tests but that’s not the case, and I was actually denied the tests that I
requested. The coroner refused them all. There have been unusual,

unexplained circumstances in her first autopsy report. I’m disgusted by the
lack of effort or compassion. For example, “e.coli found in the blood where
is shouldn’t be, just marked as non-significant”. I’ve been told by an expert
that it was most likely contamination in the lab. Seriously! Healthy babies
do not just die in their sleep for no reason at all. SIDS is a syndrome not a
disease, and it is caused by something, and in this case, it was vaccines.
A VAERS report has been filed by the clinic at my request. The clinic failed
to document the correct location where the shots were administered. I was taken
back and apologized to and her records were corrected, and another
VAERS report was filed with the corrections. I am concerned and
disgusted at the actions of the clinic she received care at. I have hired a
great lawyer who specializes in vaccination injuries/deaths. This is being
filed and fought in court through the infamous national injury vaccination
compensation program, and/or with medical malpractice. Evee received 6
vaccinations in the form of 2 shots that day, and I wish I would have known
sooner that that is just way too much for one little infant to be receiving at
one time, some of them weren’t even necessary. A new dear friend that I
have met through this whole process has set up a GoFundMe for an
incredible private neuropathologist (who I’ve found) to go over Eevee’s
tissues and brain samples and the autopsy and investigations initial
findings, and compare them with clinical findings as well as a molecular
autopsy to see if she carried any rare gene that may have caused her
death. As of April 30th, this is all finally underway, and a very tedious
The neuropathologist study, genetic testing, unexpected ridiculous medical
bills, paying to have my daughter’s remaining tissue, blood, photos of
autopsy etc. released, confirmation tests, genetic testing, possible second
neuropathologist study, so many tests, traveling, big legal battles, costs
of getting out of the apartment I lived with Evee in, and if anything left, a
nice memorial, somewhere special, in Evee Gayle Clobes’ name is what
any donations will be going towards.
Any and all support and prayer is appreciated and much needed. Please
follow my public posts or @clobes182 on IG to be blessed with the
beautiful, hilarious, loving personality, spirit, and soul of my beautiful
daughter, Evee Gayle Clobes. I want her to be remembered by the world.
à #justiceforevee

UPDATE 6/27/19 – The neuropathologist’s study is still underway.
Confirmation tests need to be done on a part of her brain where something
was discovered. Genetic heart testing ruled out any genetic mutations
related to her heart that would have caused her death.
A huge battle has presented itself with yet another entity regarding this
case. Details can’t be revealed yet. It’s a constant fight, something new
every day. I don’t intend to let anyone who may tamper, contaminate,
misdocument, or purposely sabotage because of their beliefs or ego, get
away with it. The cover-up and corruption has to stop.

From: Brandi Nolan
Dear Dr. Kennedy,
I saw a note go out asking for people to respond that had children die
following vaccines. Not sure if in-utero would be enough to sway a vote,
but here is my story.
In 2009, 7 months pregnant I was pressured into a flu shot. My baby
passed away at 25 weeks. In the autopsy, nothing was wrong with her.
Since then, I’ve had more children. My son was blood & DNA tested at 18
months because Dr. Adema felt there might be some issues with him ever
being vaccinated. He found several markers for autoimmune and told us to
never give him gluten or dairy. Within 6 months of his new diet, he was a
totally different-looking and acting kid. My daughter’s death saved her
brother. I was diagnosed with MS and since our whole family has
drastically reduced toxins from diet, air, water, cleaners, and stress. I will have
to leave California before I would ever give my son a vaccination.
I’ve included a picture of my daughter and my son.
Thank you for fighting for Medical Choice!!!!!!!
Brandi Nolan

From: Amber Powers
Good Evening Dr. Kennedy,
My name is Amber Powers and I am writing to you this evening in regards
to a call to action that was posted in regard to SB276 asking to hear from
loss moms in order to flip a legislator.
This is my twins’ story:
When I was 20 weeks pregnant I went in for a routine anatomy scan on
twins. At the following appointment, I refused the tDap and Flu shot as I did
not feel comfortable with the lack of safety studies. Immediately after
stating my refusal to the nurse she left the room and returned with 4
doctors, 2 nurses, and a social worker who proceeded to bully and harass
me for almost 4 hours until I finally caved and agreed to the shots. I was 21
years old and terrified that they would make good on their threat to have
CPS took my babies away at birth if I refused; I didn’t know any better and
they used that to their advantage. At the anatomy scan both babies looked
healthy, had strong heartbeats, and were super wiggly. Within 4 hours of being
vaccinated, I was in the ER following my water breaking and severe
consistent contractions. An ultrasound was done to check on the babies as
I had not felt them move in over 3 hours. The ultrasound showed that my
babies who had been perfectly healthy and fine 8 hours before were now
dead. They were born still less just 18 hours later. The autopsy concluded
they had both suffered massive strokes and the official cause of death was
stillbirth caused by in utero stroke. When I asked if the shots I had
received mere hours before their death could have had any impact on what
happened, I was laughed at and mocked; it was a coincidence I was told.
One brave nurse told me that I wasn’t crazy, that she could lose her job for
telling me this but that I needed to look into reporting to VAERS and
pursue compensation from NVIC as it was not the first time she had seen a
mother lose her babies within hours of vaccination. I was turned away from
NVIC as my doctors would not corroborate my story and their deaths were
ruled as natural causes. I have no other living children as I have suffered
recurrent miscarriages ever since. They will be turning two this year, their
names are Jubilee Rose and Levi Oliver.
Thank you for taking the time to read my story, I’m not sure if this is the
kind of story you are looking for but I was asked by several moms in the
movement to reach out and share it with you in case I could help change

this legislator’s mind. My voice may shake but if by telling their story I can
help kill this bill and change a legislator’s mind then I would be honored to
help. I wish you all of the best and you are in my prayers.
If you would like to speak further please feel free to reply to this email.
Thank you for all that you are doing.
Amber Powers
From: Isabelle Stevens
Dear Dr. Kennedy,
I STRONGLY OPPOSE SB 276 because it will disqualify my children’s
vaccine medical exemption that was given because of a family history of
very severe vaccine reactions, DEATH of two siblings, and severe
reactions of two other children, if allowed under SB 277.
My children were granted medical exemptions after spending 106 days in
the hospital, and multiple hours weekly in the doctor’s offices. All medical
records were reviewed and a detailed family history was taken into
consideration. Two of my children suffered severe neurological injuries,
seizures, and posturing and ultimately died five days after vaccination in 2012.
My subsequent living children also suffered neurological injuries, and
severe developmental regressions immediately following vaccine
administration. Our children suffered from increased heart rate, feeding
intolerance, and persistent vomiting along with high fevers. They have not
yet regained the complete ability to consume food by mouth and therefore
require G-tube feedings three times daily to support their daily caloric
needs. Our son struggles with permanent neurological injury and
developmental delays. He receives 30 hours a week of intensive therapy
to help him progress and have a functioning life. He was able to regain his
ability to stand and walk independently again around 21 months of age.
Our family has a very detailed and documented history of sensitivity and
severe reactions in multiple family members. For this reason we
STRONGLY OPPOSE SB 276 because it will disqualify our living children’s
vaccine medical exemptions and force us to homeschool or relocate.

Furthermore, these are a few more major concerns that can be addressed
in this bill:
1. CDPH is not the right agency or entity to do the reviews of medical
exemptions nor do they have the proper knowledge to properly approve or
deny them.
2. CDC guidelines for contraindications are far too narrow and things like
family history, epigenetics, and adverse reactions listed on the vaccine
inserts need to be included as criteria to write a medical exemption.
3. Privacy issues in regard to the collection of children’s medical records
for the state database.
4. Concerns of discrimination towards children with medical exemptions by
Isabelle Stevens

From: Jessica Taylor
Hello Dr. Kennedy,
My name is Jessica Taylor. My son was born on 3/22/2017 @ 12:31 am
healthy and full term. His name was Clyde James Taylor. He was
vaccinated in the hospital after birth with the usual vaccinations. At his second-month appointment, he was vaccinated again with the usual vaccines. After
that day he would cry for days. I did not know that was a sign of vaccine
injury. It was my first child and I was uninformed. He had his four-month-old
vaccinations on 8/09/17 at 9 am. He didn’t seem like himself and was very
sleepy my sister said while I was at work from 11 am-6 pm that day. My son
only napped in 30-minute intervals usually and never slept all day barely
waking to eat. I was told to give him Tylenol when I went home after the
vaccinations. I did as instructed. That night we went to bed at 9:49 pm. We
would co-sleep on my bed. He was flat on his back with all the safety
regulations for co-sleeping. I woke up at 2 a.m. because he hadn’t woken up
to nurse and that was unlike his to go more than 4 hours to nurse. He felt
cold and there was something wet under his nose. I jumped up and flipped the
lights on to see that there was blood and snot coming from his nose. I
immediately screamed his name picking him up and his head flopped back
and his tongue was blue with his eyes glazed over. I knew then that he was
gone but I suctioned the snot and blood from his nose with my mouth and
started CPR. I dialed 911 after the first two rescued breaths. At the hospital,
they tried to revive him for 30 minutes but he was gone. The doctor said it was
not SIDS, smothering, or due to co-sleeping but that he had respiratory
paralysis and that it was a side effect of one of the many vaccines he
received that day but said he couldn’t go on record stating it was because of
the vaccines. It’s stated in his medical report. The coroner lied to me and
said he did a full autopsy. He only did a visual and toxicology to make sure
I wasn’t the one who killed him. If there’s anything else you need to know
feel free to email me. I hope this helps.
P.S. My daughter is vaccine-free due to this
Jessica Taylor

From: Susan Foster
Dear Dr. Ron Kennedy,
I received a PM from Ricardo Beas stating that you are looking for a parent
who has lost a child to vaccine damage. My middle daughter was born in
1980 and was a thriving 13-month-old who had met all milestones when
she received her MMR. Within hours she spiked a fever had a high-pitched
scream and went into status seizures. Three hospitals and three weeks
later we brought home a shell of the beautiful toddler we once had! She
lost all language all social skills and had status seizures every day. She
went on to become non-verbal non ambulatory lost all use of her hands
needed to be hand fed diapered bathed positioned for bed sores and
saved with every episode of seizures! Her life and ours were a nightmare
and beyond devastating! She lost her short life at the age of 20 from heart
failure due to seizures! In 1983 our third daughter was born and we kept
her vaccine free because of her sister. At 22 months our doctor convinced
us that this could never happen again and that we should at least give her
the DPT. I insisted on leaving out the P as there were beginning to be
some concerns over the P. We will never know for sure but she was just
given the DT!
This little girl who had brought joy back to our lives was far beyond
expectations in development but the day after her DP I went to get her from
a nap and she had a seizure in my arms. I collapsed to the floor and knew
in my heart that we had a repeat performance! Natalie continued down the
same path as her sister Christina except that she was also left with such
severe gastrointestinal issues that it took 2 hours each day in the bathtub
of warm water screaming at the top of her lungs to produce a bowel
movement that would actually stop up the toilet!!! Our lives and our family
were destroyed! It was a living hell!!!! Our older daughter lost her childhood
as she helped with the care of her sisters. My husband is an electrical
engineer working in high tech in sales and his life became a roller coaster
while trying to hold down a high-power job and being the sole breadwinner
in our family. I can’t even begin to tell you what my life was like as it is a
blur of nonstop caregiving for two daughters that needed every need
taken care of! I lost 30 years of my life never leaving my home never
having friends never going to dinner with my husband losing any enjoyment
with my older daughter and having NO LIFE as I had to endure watching
my girls suffer everyday of their lives! Our second daughter made it to age
26. I lost half my family to vaccine damage!!!!
I am now the grandmother to one healthy vaccine-free 13-year-old
granddaughter who has a medical exemption because of her family history!
I will do anything to keep her safe!!!!!!! This is information that I do not
share! I am ready and willing to do whatever I need to do to defeat SB276!

Susan Foster

From: Louann Manwarren, R.N.
Hello Dr. Kennedy,
I was asked if I’d be willing to contact you regarding the death of my son,
Jacob. My son Jacob was very cheerful and happy – ALWAYS had a huge
smile on his face. When he was just shy of 6 mos I took him to his
pediatrician’s office for his wellness check and I noticed a change in him after
he received his vaccines. He was extremely fussy and crying/screaming for
a couple of days after he was vaccinated.
I had asked his pediatrician about it and was told this was normal and not
to worry about it. I had also noticed that he began vomiting nearly all of his
formula shortly after he ate – and was told this was also normal.
It worried me, however, and I had him sleeping upright in his swing
because I was afraid to lay him flat for fear that he would choke and
aspirate on his vomit.
I noticed that he also was no longer rolling over and trying to sit up the way
he had been previously but figured it was because he hadn’t been feeling
well. He was sleeping more and when he wasn’t sleeping he was very
fussy and wanted to be held almost constantly….which was very unusual
for him.
On Friday, November 11, 2011 (just a couple of days after his doctor’s visit)
at about 11 pm he had explosive diarrhea and I considered taking him in to
the ER thinking maybe he had gotten a virus of some sort, but then
decided to wait and take him to his pediatrician’s after-hours clinic the next
morning rather than expose him to all the germs and diseases in the ER (a
decision I would come to regret deeply). He fell asleep around 1 am and
woke up again around 3 am very fussy. I fed him and was able to rock him
back to sleep by around 4 a.m.
During that time my second youngest son, Zachary – who was 4yrs old,
woke from Jacob’s crying and wanted to watch “Speed Racer.” I took them
to my room and layed Jacob in the center of my bed (it was a queen-sized
mattress) and had Zachary lay at the foot of my bed so he could see my
computer as I logged on to get Speed Racer playing for him.
By the time I got it playing Zachary had already fallen asleep at the foot of
the bed and Jacob was still asleep in the center of the bed. By this time it
was about 4:15 a.m. – I decided to lie down on the couch so as not to wake
them. I woke at 6 a.m. to use the bathroom that was attached to my
bedroom but didn’t turn on the light because I didn’t want to wake them. I
could tell by the light coming in from the hallway that the two boys were still
where they were when I laid them down, but I noticed that Jacob was
making an odd noise.

I reached down and picked him up and realized he was making jerky
movements. At that point, I reached over and flipped on my bedroom lights
and saw that his eyes were rolled back in his head and he was having a
seizure in my arms. He was also still making an odd “huh, huh, huh” sound
and I realized he wasn’t breathing right. I panicked and ran over to the
neighbor’s house with him because I knew her son had seizures and she’d
know what to do. She immediately took him from me, ran back to my house
with me, and told me to call 911.
He was rushed to the local hospital where they did a scan and discovered
he had encephalopathy. From there he was sent to Doernbecher’s hospital
– which was a 2-hour drive via ambulance. His condition deteriorated on the
way there. He had massive swelling on his brain by the time we got there. I
was told he may not make it through the night. The whole time I kept
asking if this could have been caused by his vaccines – because I had
been noticing all the changes in him since his vaccines – and was told “No,
vaccines are not harmful.”
Jacob made it through the night, but he continued to deteriorate, and he
was declared brain dead after 72 hours.
I was told he would require an autopsy to determine the cause of death. (At
At this point, CPS had been contacted and they thought I had done
something to my son at first.) I asked them to test to see if it was a vaccine
related and was told by the doctor when I made the request that “it
absolutely was not the vaccines because vaccines were perfectly safe” and
he refused to order the tests.
The coroner could not determine a cause – and, on the phone to me,
referred to it as a “near-SIDS event” because he likely would have passed
in his sleep had I not found him when I did.
I know it was caused by his vaccines, however, because I SAW the
changes happening with him almost from the moment he got the vaccines!
And I’m extremely angry because every time I asked about the vaccines
and what was happening with him I was told “it was normal” and “it wasn’t
the vaccines.”
My son was HEALTHY and HAPPY before his vaccines. He was rolling
over and getting up on his hands and knees and was nearly crawling. He
was also nearly able to sit upright on his own.
All of this changed after his vaccines. He was fussy, cranky, crying.
screaming, spitting up, vomiting nearly all of his food every time he ate;
He was no longer getting on his hands and knees or rolling over; he
looked swollen and miserable. Then explosive diarrhea and the seizure
and encephalopathy…I knew, in my heart I KNEW — but I couldn’t get

anyone to listen and everyone told me I was wrong.
I have 6 older children. My 2 oldest have POTS (postural orthostatic
tachycardia syndrome). I also have POTS (I’m certain that it’s from the
vaccines I was required to get for nursing school simply because of the
extreme pain I was in following the vaccines – it felt like my head was going
to explode and all of my nerve endings felt like they were on fire for hours,
then I’d get massive headaches, have constant brain fog, and, have short-term
memory loss, concentration issues, confusion, extreme fatigue, anxiety,
constantly felt as if I was going to pass out, etc.)
My son Zachary has severe eczema, and he is developmentally delayed.
He and my oldest son have had anger issues, difficulty concentrating, and
don’t do well in groups of people – especially strangers. My oldest son,
Daniel, (who is now 15 and has POTS) struggles with short-term memory loss
issues, cannot handle being in large groups of people, cannot handle loud
noises has been diagnosed with ADD and complains of frequent
headaches and joint pain.
All of my children were born with the stork bite and I suspect that they have
the MTHFR gene mutation, but have not had the money to get them
My oldest child, Stephanie, 17 years old – went to her pediatrician’s office
about a month ago because she had an upper respiratory illness. Her
doctor convinced her to get Meningococcal, meningitis, and HPV
vaccines (WITHOUT my permission! I wasn’t there, I was at work). Less
then 2 weeks after getting the vaccines (which she only JUST told me
about this last weekend, because she knew how I felt about vaccines and
knew I’d be upset) she suddenly developed goiter, several swollen lymph
glands and has now been referred to an endocrinologist and oncologist
because her doctor suspects either lymphoma or Hashimoto’s. She is
also having symptoms (such as difficulty grasping items with her right
hand, complaints of numbness in her feet, etc.) that tonight had me
wondering if she has MS.
She was not having these symptoms prior to those vaccines.
If any of this is helpful to you, please feel free to contact me:
LouAnn Manwarren, RN

From: Paula Husovsky
Dear Dr. Kennedy:
Below is my Vaccine injury story. I shared it with the assembly
members on the health committee. I gave away my kidney to my best
friend who was diagnosed with lupus after receiving the MMR shot in
college. I massaged her hand when she died less than 2 years after the
transplant. She had family and I massaging her limbs trying to increase
blood flow. We fought like hell to keep her alive. 2 years after her death,
my middle daughter was severely injured from the chicken pox shot which
attacked her CNS and Kaiser left her for dead. I kept her alive by taking
her to a non-Kaiser ER almost every night for a week for IV fluids. I carried
her into Kaiser crying and begging them to help her during the day and
then spent the nights in a local ER with her. My story is long. Dr. Jerry
Kartzinel saved her. Below is what I sent the health committee. Please
contact me if I can be of any assistance.
Kind regards,
—–Original Message—–
Dear Chief Consultant Rosielyn Oulmano:
I am writing you this email to explain our family’s personal story of vaccine
injury and to encourage everyone on the Assembly Committee on Health to
vote no on SB 276. I have two vaccine-injured daughters with medical
records to prove vaccine injuries. Under SB276 they will no longer qualify
for a medical exemption. We were told by two different doctors from
different counties and practices that one more vaccine would probably kill
them. One of those doctors has since left California, refusing to practice
medicine here due to the changing laws. He SAVED one of my daughters
when our insurance provider REFUSED her treatment. Please don’t
prevent the amazing doctors, out there on the front lines, taking on cases
most doctors don’t want to take on (because many vaccine-injured children
are difficult to work with), from helping our children recover and protecting
them from future injury! No on SB276!
Below is our story. It is a very short version. The entire story is too heart
wrenching for some.
I am a teacher and a mother of 2 vaccine-injured children. Both of my
daughters were injured starting with their first vaccines as babies. We had
Kaiser Permanente is our insurance provider. I trusted our pediatricians.
I was told that my daughters’ chronic illnesses were due to being exposed
to the public and sick kids at school, and genetics.

My story of vaccine injury is a long one. (This is the short version.) I gave
away my kidney on August 29, 2008, to T.J., my best friend from childhood
who was vaccine-injured and diagnosed with lupus. I held her hand when
she passed away on April 12, 2010. She had a team of doctors and
medical personnel trying to save her as she didn’t want to leave her
children behind. She wanted to live at any cost and died on life support
with a room of her closest family members and friends massaging her arms
and legs trying to increase blood flow and praying for a miracle. At the
time, I didn’t know what had caused her lupus. Her family didn’t believe the
doctors when the doctors said she had developed lupus from the MMR
shot she had just received months earlier, her freshman year of college. It
wasn’t until my second daughter almost died from the chicken pox shot,
that her family had told me what the doctors had said about T.J.’s MMR
shot causing her lupus.
On July 13, 2012, I took my daughters in for Pop Warner Cheer physicals. My
second daughter had asked not to get any vaccines that day. I told her
that we wouldn’t be getting any vaccines. I had my children on a delayed
schedule as they were chronically ill and the vaccines made them sick for
days afterward. Unfortunately, I allowed the pediatrician who was also
the chief of pediatrics at the time, to persuade me to give each daughter
one vaccine. My oldest received the meningitis shot and my second
daughter received the chicken pox shot.
On July 20, 2012, my second daughter woke up vomiting with extreme
abdominal pain. She was vomiting large amounts of bile. I took her to
Kaiser and Kaiser said she had the stomach flu. My daughter at the
appointment said it was from her chicken pox shot. The doctor and I both
tried to convince her otherwise. On July 22, 2012, she broke out with
blisters and later her vaccine site injection in her left arm swelled and
turned bright red. There was no denying that the vaccine had made her ill.
She had extreme unbearable abdominal pain, she lost the ability to even
hold down water. She became very weak. She said she felt like she had
weights on her legs and wasn’t able to walk. I repeatedly took her into
Kaiser and they wouldn’t try to help her. I called two vaccine injury
attorneys asking where I could take my daughter for help and they both
said they could not advise me. Accident injury attorneys usually have a list
of doctors they recommend… not vaccine injury attorneys.
I carried my child into Kaiser begging and crying and begging for the
doctors to help her and they WOULDN’T! That shot had attacked her
central nervous system and Kaiser left her to suffer and die without
treatment! I kept her alive by taking her to a local ER that contracted with
Kaiser. An ER doctor said she needed to be hospitalized, but explained
that they didn’t have a pediatric unit and could not keep her. The ER staff
admitted she was severely injured, as her vaccine injection site was now
swollen from that Varivax injection and it had turned bright red and she still

had blisters. The ER team told me that if they transported her by
ambulance to Kaiser in Riverside, more than likely, we would be left in the
cold in the middle of the night, waiting outside for someone to pick us up.
They told me that they would keep her, provide her with IV fluids, monitor
her, and release her to go home to me with the understanding that I bring
her back to them again when needed. And that is how I kept my child
ALIVE! I begged Kaiser to help her during the day, and I took her to the
local ER at night for IV fluids for one week.
I called MERCK on numerous occasions and begged Merck to help her
doctors. Just so you are well aware I COULD NOT EMAIL MERCK
REGARDING HER VACCINE INJURY! I tried to use Merck’s website
system to type up a message regarding my child’s injuries, labeling the
message as not being injury-related…. and the system was able to
determine that I was emailing them regarding a vaccine injury by the
content of my message; and consequently, the system would not process
it. I asked to speak with a doctor there to get advice on how to help my
child. I was told I could not talk to their medical personnel unless I was a
medical professional myself. I asked Kaiser on numerous occasions to
contact Merck for suggestions on how to help my daughter and Kaiser
refused! Kaiser told me to go see a psychiatrist for her. I did, just so that I
could rule out a psychiatric disorder, in order to get help from Kaiser. The
psychiatrist we saw, said that if this was his daughter he would get some
cash together and get her to a university hospital for help. (I later received
notification that that psychiatrist no longer contracts with Kaiser.) I called
UCSD and was referred to Rady’s. We waited months to see specialists
there. My daughter’s health continued to decline as time progressed. I
couldn’t figure out why Kaiser was allowing this to happen and why Kaiser
wouldn’t contact Merck for guidance. So, after an ugly appointment, I
researched Kaiser and Merck together and discovered exactly why. Kaiser
conducted a vaccine research study on the vaccine that Merck produced
that almost killed my daughter. Therefore, Kaiser REFUSED her treatment
in order to cover up her injuries. My father, an avionics engineer, took time
off from work to help my mom care for my daughter (because it took more
than 1 person to care for her at times); so that, I could afford treatment
outside of Kaiser for help! My daughter’s body could not regulate her blood
pressure, her heart rate or her body temperature. Her entire autonomic
nervous system was damaged. (Keep in mind, I watched my best friend die
after giving her my kidney. She had a team of doctors helping her and
Kaiser left my child to die. I was devastated and desperate to help my
daughter. I lived off of a few hours of sleep a night making sure my
daughter didn’t die in the night and helping ease her pain. Her body
temperature would drop down to 94/95 degrees at night, so I would stay
awake and continually warm up blankets and towels in the dryer to keep
her warm… that’s all they did for her in the ER for her dropping body
temperature. Therefore, I handled it on my own the same way they did in
the ER for years!)

Rady’s provided some diagnoses. Rady didn’t deny that she needed
medical help. But, Rady’s couldn’t really help her either. I later learned
that Rady’s receives millions of dollars annually in donations from Merck.
Rady’s provided weak help. They made some important diagnoses, but
COMMUNICATE A RECOVERY PLAN! *****Our educational system is
held to a higher standard to accommodate our nation’s children than the
medical community!
We finally found a GOOD doctor through Generation Rescue who helped
us begin our path to recovery over a year later. I carried my daughter in
crying (story of my life), telling that GOOD doctor that I was worried my
daughter was going deaf and his response to me was, “Your daughter is in
survival mode. If I can pull her out of this with a little bit of hearing loss,
she is in good shape.” I think, during her second appointment with the
GOOD doctor, he prescribed her a medication that cost almost $1k. I took
it to Kaiser and demanded that they fill it. When they hassled me for
seeing a non-Kaiser doctor, I very loudly shared my daughter’s vaccine
injury story to the pharmacy representatives… loud enough for all of
Kaiser’s clients sitting in the pharmacy, during flu season to hear. Another
mom approached me. Her daughter was diagnosed with Guillain Barre
Syndrome after the flu shot. Kaiser refused her child’s help as well. The
SAME TEAM of KAISER DOCTORS who denied my daughter help, denied
her daughter help. That mommy had her child hospitalized out of state and
the out-of-state hospital would not release her daughter back to Kaiser until
Kaiser had a treatment plan in place. Sadly, that child was in worse
condition than my daughter. It doesn’t end there… As I said, I am a
teacher, parents of my students started telling me similar stories. WE
HAPPEN?! KAISER PERMANENTE, the very organization that is in
charge of getting these vaccines FDA approved and on the market and in
charge of the post-licensure studies, is appearing to SYSTEMATICALLY
My daughter still suffers from unbearable pain. She broke out with
shingles in her ear canal from that shot in the dark. She developed an
auditory processing integration disorder. It damaged her optic nerves!
She’s being monitored for eye disease… Her optic nerve function is now
starting to show signs of improvement, but the results of her last test are
still bad. I fear she will still go blind at a young adult age.

After we started paying thousands of dollars outside of Kaiser for help,
Kaiser agreed to do some testing on my daughter. One Kaiser doctor
diagnosed my daughter with a severe adverse reaction to the vaccine in
October 2012. At the time she told me that all of my copays should have
been waved. I called member services at Kaiser and complained. That
doctor was disciplined for her diagnosis and she had to retract it at our next
appointment with her. But, she told me to hang on… that the other doctors
at Kaiser would eventually come to the realization she was severely
vaccine injured. I booked appointments at both Rady’s and Kaiser trying to
keep everyone honest. I was paying out of pocket for help at Rady’s, so I
tried to get Kaiser to do some diagnostics in order to save money.
Between lost wages and out-of-pocket medical expenses, my credit score
tanked. I couldn’t afford to pay my bills. (We have never received any
financial assistance for help for her. She doesn’t collect social security.
She doesn’t qualify for medical. Due to the amount of medical fraud
committed, her vaccine injury case was dismissed in the vaccine courts.)
Kaiser not only appeared to continue to commit medical fraud, but it
appears they committed medical battery as well. They tortured her. One
example is when they removed an ENTIRE lymph node from her neck
claiming she had lymphoma. The ENT who performed the surgery lied to
me about the biopsy results. The lab records showed that my daughter
had benign reactive lymphadenopathy with cuticle dysplasia, indicating an
autoimmune disease. Vaccines are designed to create an immune
response and sometimes they overstimulate the immune system. This is
my daughter’s story. Below is Jennifer Robi’s lawsuit against Kaiser for
medical fraud, medical malpractice, and medical battery due to her injuries
sustained from the Gardasil vaccine that Kaiser ALSO STUDIED!


My daughter saw between 4-6 audiologists at Kaiser that said nothing was
wrong with my daughter’s hearing. One technician yelled at my daughter
for playing with the chords on her headset during her hearing test. My
daughter cried. My daughter told me that she couldn’t hear anything and
was bored. The neurologist at Kaiser said my daughter’s motor skills were
normal. The school district should know that the doctors at Kaiser were
failing to accurately diagnose her condition. Because… the school district
paid for its own audiologist to come in and assess my daughter. The
audiologist hired through the school district, diagnosed my daughter with a
huge discrepancy between left ear and right ear function, problems with
word discrimination, and auditory processing integration disorder…. And
the school district had to provide OT services because my daughter had
lost the ability to hold a pencil to write with. She had great handwriting in

1st grade. She lost her ability to hold a pencil or cut with a pair of scissors
in 2nd grade after ONE VACCINE on a DELAYED SCHEDULE! The
district is currently paying for her to have a 1:1 aide to help her manage her
pain at school OVER 6 YEARS LATER! My daughter continues to earn
honor roll every semester and she is in an advanced math class… She works
extremely hard to keep her grades up, as she also complains of memory
problems! She studies for hours every evening and on the weekend. In
addition to pain, my daughter gets dizzy and lightheaded, she gets heart
palpitations, and she has exercised-induced chest pain during PE…. which
not one cardiologist from 4 different children’s hospitals can explain. She
wore a heart monitor for a week and was diagnosed with sinus tachycardia.
The alarms on the heart monitor went off non-stop, even when she was just
sitting on the couch or sleeping. I was told not to worry about it, it was
NORMAL. Her pain is scary for her at times. We still do not have answers
for many of her ailments. The school district is continuing to assess her
and increase more services. She will be receiving assisted technology
support next school year.
Vaccine injury is not rare…
I am not going to go into detail about my oldest daughter’s injuries. She is
an adult now and it is her story to tell. I will tell you this… her IQ score is
estimated to be over 2 deviations above the norm and her vaccine injuries
have made her life quite painful and challenging at times. I am a teacher
and have witnessed how vaccines are crippling some of our most
intelligent children.
I have been teaching over 15 years. When my second daughter became
very ill in 2012, I switched grades and moved down to kindergarten. I had
previously taught kindergarten at the beginning of my career. Switching
back to kindergarten was a huge wake-up call. 15 years ago, we may have
had one child with severe behavioral challenges in the entire school, then it
increased to 1 per grade level… now we have multiple students with
behavioral challenges per classroom. Aluminum in the vaccines causes
motor neuron damage, which leads to behavioral deficits.
The medical community is continuing to vaccinate our students but is
failing to diagnose developmental delays. I THOUGHT THE ENTIRE
not just inoculate them! I have had more than a couple of parents of my

students tell me that they were concerned their children had autism. They
said that their pediatricians told them that the school district would
diagnose autism. Sure enough, later I received a visit summary from
Rady’s for my second daughter, stating that if I was concerned my child
had autism, to notify my child’s school. I shared that letter with my
daughter’s IEP team and all my co-workers. Then a friend of mine
received the same statement in his son’s visit summary paperwork.
Apparently, teachers are now more equipped to diagnose developmental
delays like autism the pediatricians benefitting from pharmaceutical dollars.
Merck has a history of donating millions of dollars to Rady’s annually.
Our EDUCATIONAL SYSTEM is being left with this HUGE D I S A S T E
(like…Senator Pan) to fix! The schools are scrambling to meet all the
needs of an entire generation of VACCINE INJURED CHILDREN! In case
you are unaware… In California, student enrollment has dropped across
the state, decreasing ADA, and special education enrollment has
dramatically increased, causing a huge budget deficit. Below are links to
the committee hearings that took place in California last year.
Paula Husovsky

Raja-Nee Randolph
Zedekiah Xavier Issa Randolph was a sweet and happy baby boy. He was
my sweet and happy baby boy! He had beautiful big brown eyes that you
could see from a mile away, a cry that was soft but carried when he would
cry, and a smile that would have you hooked. Zedekiah was an angel, he
was my angel, and now he’s my angel in heaven.
My pregnancy with Kiah was far from easy. I worked up until the day we
scheduled my induction, I suffered chronichyperemesis gravidarum my
entire pregnancy, along with high blood pressure, and having trouble
maintaining weight. I had a natural birth with Zedikiah so to finally be past
all of that and to finally have him in my arms was the best moment of my
life. It was one of my happiest moments. I was happy I made it through, I
was happy I didn’t give up. After 9 months of what felt like misery and a
never-ending story, my king Zedekiah Xavier was here and that was the
greatest gift of all.
Zedekiah was born on September 27th, 2018 at 9:55 pm. He was 5lbs,
15.5oz and 18 inches long. He had long, curly black hair and those big
brown eyes. He didn’t cry after I had him. I remember him looking around
quietly, observing everything in the room and everyone around him. I had
to be induced with Kiah because my doctors were seeing a decline in his
growth in the womb. He was born perfectly healthy, with no complications
during/after labor, no signs that he would develop problems, etc., just a
healthy, happy, handsome baby boy.
During our transition from the hospital to back home, things were still going
well. I was breastfeeding Zedikiah, we were working on developing a
schedule for when I went back to work (which would be November 1st,
2018), and learning to adjust to a newborn and two younger ones.
Zedekiah did not like to sleep on his back, so he slept on his stomach since
birth. His dad has a hard time breathing when he’s laying/sleeping on his
back and must sleep on his stomach. We couldn’t get that figured out with
Zedikiah, but he would cry nonstop on his back until he was placed on his
stomach. The transition was super easy, and Zedikiah wasn’t a difficult
baby at all. After getting situated at home, Zedikiah had a follow-up
appointment with his pediatrician on 10/02/2018 where he then weighed in
at 6.1lbs and was 19.0in long. He received his check up and off we were,
once again showing a perfectly healthy and growing Kiah baby.
From that point on, we worked on finding the right feeding schedule and
preparing for me to go back to work. On 10/16/2018, I took Zedikiah to his
second newborn screening.
The appointment went very well, with him weighing in at 7.0 lbs. and
standing 21.20 in tall! It felt good to know that he was progressing and

getting bigger each time we went in! He again passed with a clean bill of
health and passed his newborn screening test, again! He was doing so
good and I was so proud of him, and of me! I could see him growing every
day. I could see the changes and progress every day. When I went back to
work a month after Kiah was born it was one of the hardest things I had to
do. I work 8-10 hours a day, usually 5 days a week, but sometimes more. I
spent most of my time with Zedikiah in the morning before work and at
night after work. His father was a stay-at-home dad, as we have a
2-year-old who is not in daycare/school.
The week before Zedikiah passed, my mother, stepfather, and my two
younger siblings came to visit. It was their first time meeting with Zedikiah and
his older brother Zamir. My family fell in love with Zedikiah. We had an
amazing time; it had been a long time since my family had got together.
We went out and had a family day, we took family photos and
enjoyed our week together. My family headed back home on Sunday,
That following Monday, 12/10/2018, I took Zedikiah to his appointment that
morning. He weighed in at 9.0 lbs. and was 21 in tall. He had no cold, no
infections, and passed with a clean bill of health. I was asked if he would
be vaccinated and I responded “Yes.” I held Zedikiah down as he screamed
in pain. He received the DTAP-HIB-IPV combo, Rotateq, and PCV 13.
Zedikiah cried in my arms as I held him while we waited 15 minutes to be
okayed to leave. He then fell asleep in the car and slept most of the rest of
the day.
Over the next few days, I noticed Zedikiah’s nose had started running and
his eyes were beginning to look glossed over. He started to sleep a lot
more, mostly through the day unless he was being fed. I worked
9:00-5:00 p.m. most of the week, so he was with his dad during the day and I
would take over when I got off work. I didn’t pay much attention to it until
after he passed but Zedikiah had not made a bowel movement since his
appointment, and he would usually have about two or three a day. The
night of Zedikiah’s passing, I got off work at my normal time and Zedikiah
was sleeping. I woke him up at 7:00 pm to feed him a bottle. He stayed up
until about 9:00 pm and then became fussy so I laid him down and he went
to sleep.
His father and I stayed up watching TV for a bit and checked on Zedikiah
sometime around 1:00 p.m. We ended up falling asleep on the opposite
couch Zedikiah was on. Usually, he would wake up for a bottle around
3:00 am. I remember thinking in my sleep, “Zedikiah must really be tired.” I
remember a voice telling me to check on him, twice. I remember waking up
and looking at him, at this point, he was facing the other way, so I thought
he was still sleeping and I went back to sleep. I figured he would eat when
I got up to get ready for work. He’s tired I thought, so let him sleep.

My alarm went off at 7:30 am and I got up to feed Kiah. I picked him up and
I immediately knew something was wrong. His body was stiff, so stiff and
cold. I put his face up to mine and it was so blue. My baby was a dark tone
and he looked sky blue. I felt my heart drop into my stomach. I felt as if my
soul had left my body. I screamed his father’s name so loud! I screamed
“ZEDIKIAH IS DEAD. WAKE UP, HE’S GONE!”We called 9-1-1 and waited
12 minutes for them to arrive. That entire time I held Zedikiah and I cried, I
screamed out in pain. I knew he was gone. I knew it was too late and that
hurt so bad. I knew he was gone. The medics took Kiah from me when
they arrived and began CPR and took him to the hospital. At 8:11 am, they
pronounced him dead and my heart ripped apart. That day changed my life
I read over Zedikiah’s autopsy report. His cause of death is
“undetermined.” His autopsy states “He had mild inflammation of his lungs
consistent with viral infection (Rhinovirus Infection). Zedikiah was not sick
during the time my family visited or when they left. He should be here
today, and I won’t give up on finding him answers. I know NOTHING WE
DID was the cause.
Raja-Nee Randolph